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I graduated in August and have been looking for jobs. After PhD graduation, I can only get a full-time teaching assistant job. Other job applications are submitted and under review.
Is my PhD department embarrassed by me?

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I graduated in August and have been looking for jobs. After PhD graduation, I can only get a full-time teaching assistant job. Other job applications are submitted and under review.
Is my PhD department embarrassed by me?

In fact, I was lost. I have not published a lot of papers but got associateship in Society of Actuaries.
The fact that I spent a lot of time on looking for job and friends/supervisor start to ignore me exhausts me. It can be a result of being not the most outstanding PhD student.
Thank you for reading my post anyway,

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