Hi,
Thank you for your answer, i already did but it did not improve the situation i was all the time thinking about the work, and the low self esteem issues, and stress.
I hope that you will come back feeling better. i read your other posts, i think you did very well till now going on almost alone.

Hi,
I am in the middle of my PHD, and totally lost.
I have 2 supervisors, i cannot communicate with my director of the thesis, he is not a bad person, he tried to help in his way, but it has been a tough way for me, he was never satisfied when i was doing my best and gave me the feeling of what ever i do is a shit, i lost any confident in my self, i am working like a tortoise no motivation, besides being lost and feeling it is so difficult to do even very simple things, it is taking me so long time just to write a half page, i am so depressed of that, on the other hand another issue was taking place more and more it is feeling love to the other supervisor, i am so confused, i feel a total; not being able to go on, not being professional besides i can not get the second supervisor out of my head, he is so kind person, leaving the Phd would put me in a very difficult situation, that is related to mix of other circumstances in my life, briefly, apart from my Phd problems, leaving the Phd for me it is like taking a step to suicide, it seems for any other one from outside so irrational decision, because all the other complicated circumstances. I am really lost