Hi Karrol, reading your post makes one wonder what is the point in it at all, however, if we all gave up at the
First point of trouble, where would be all at?.

Nevertheless, i wonder if you have concidered a social enterprise business in your field of education, this wil give you a job and an income to support your family and still apply what you have learnt and be able to publish the other two that you need.

All the best......xxxx