I can understand you, I have the same feeling and that hurt me a lot, the difference between us, I have no funding.
I work hard and my subject is very difficult and my supervisor doesn't help me, is not his area, and have one project with funding and just two person benefit and all time tell they progress and don't see also I progress without help. I think he said that to not judge him why you don't help me...

all time I ask the same question: why I have no chance? why they don't care about what I do? and a lot of questions. I am depressed.